What I do??

I feel I'm not not ready to speak english.. Yeaaah, I'm usually assume english just for passing. I'm very lazy to learning english. Always I canceled to follow class english in one place or just test TOEFL. Yet, I finished my class english 'coz felt bore not have friends.
And now I will try, yeah can say hard work to learn english, start from grammer, vocab., etc. I hope, I can do it with well.